Every story has its origin, and every creation begins with a spark. Light and Relic is more than an art project – it is a personal exploration told through a card that has accompanied me to this day: the Arknight Shard from the trading card game Flesh and Blood.

Who I Was – and What Happened
In 2011, I served as a soldier in Afghanistan and narrowly survived. After my deployment, I worked as an international photographer in New York, collaborating with renowned names in the industry. Yet post-traumatic stress disorder abruptly ended my career.
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There were times when PTSD brought me to the edge of losing almost everything safety, career, even a roof over my head. In those moments, even my passion for collecting and playing cards seemed close to vanishing.
Why the Arknight Shard
The Arknight Shard was more than just a collectible. It became a symbol of holding on, even when I was close to letting go of everything else. At a time when survival was more urgent than money or possessions, I almost parted with it but I didn’t.
Today, it stands as more than a rare card. It reminds me that some things are worth keeping, even in the darkest of times.
What I Aim to Do with Light and Relic
Through Light and Relic, I have begun to transform this personal story into an artistic work. The Arknight Shard was photographed and “re-forged” in the forge of artist-blacksmith Andreas Rimkus
a symbolic act of transformation that gave the card meaning far beyond the game.
This project is my way of telling my story through art:
translating biography into imagery, intertwining personal experience, community, and craft into a contemporary relic.
Outlook
This is the first part of a series. In upcoming posts, I will share how the Arknight Shard was transformed into a relic, the role of community pioneers, the creation of a multi-layered provenance, and the visual language of light and shadow.
Step by step, Light and Relic unfolds into more than just a story about cards and art – it is about memory, transformation, and the value of holding on.